4PM love. (04182010)

repost from nini.


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the past couple of days (topped off by today's events) have been pretty brain-heavy. if anything, i feel emotionally weighed down by so many different things. not to mention, people. happy thoughts, where art thou? or better yet, gv come back! but when all else fails, you just have to remember, happiness is a state of mind. so fill your mind with happy thoughts.

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Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for

My head is a box full of nothing
and that's the way I like it
My garden's a secret compartment
and that's the way I like it
Your body's a dream that turns violent
and that's the way I like it
The winter is long in the city
and that's the way I like it

You've got your ball 
You've got your chain 
Tied to me tight tie me up again 
Who's got their claws 
In you my friend 
Into your heart I'll beat again 
Sweet like candy to my soul 
Sweet you rock 
And sweet you roll 
Lost for you I'm so lost for you

But I wish it was me you chose
I wish it was me you chose
I wish it was me you chose
I wish it was me you chose
cause Elvis ain't dead
and you're coming back
cause Elvis ain't dead
and you're coming back

Smiles light up as we walk in
Old conversations begin again
Nostalgia's thick as the August air
It takes us back to a time when we didn't care, we didn't care

Something so deceiving
When you stop believing
Turn me around again
Said we couldn't do it
You know I wanna do it again

Birds singing a song
Old paint is peeling
This is that fresh
That fresh feeling

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's gray and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that...
I'll be there for you

You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you

The sky it was gold, it was rose,
I was taking sips of it through my nose,
And I wish I could get back there,
Some place back there,
Smiling in the pictures you would take,
Doing crystal myth,
Will lift you up until you break,
It won't stop,
I won't come down, I keep stock,
With a tick tock rhythm and a bump for the drop,
And then I bumped up. I took the hit I was given,
Then I bumped again,
And then I bumped again.

Someday, when my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way, in the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away

And if we get down, we get down with each other.
Rollin' round town with my innercity lover
We could always head back to the covers
Or rock around this town with each other

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Went along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine
I'm coming closer to you

So now you pour your heart out
You're telling me you're far out
You're not about to lie down for your cause
But you don't pull my strings
'Cos I'm a better man
Moving on to better things

I want you to know you make me happy
I want you to know you make me sad
I want you to know you make me happy
You were the best thing that i ever had...

I'll be words, and you'll be music
I concur, I can't refuse it
You're a sad little tune by yourself
So lovely I wanna sing along
If there's one thing I know I can tell, when we get together we're a song 

Missed the last train home.

Birds pass by to tell me that I'm not alone.
Over pushing myself to finish this part,

sing is in your eye
I can handle a lot,
But one thing I'm miss. 

If you should find you miss the sweet and tender love we used to share.
Just go back to the places where we used to go, and I'll be there
Well, how can I forget you, girl?

You'll never have to ask
I'll give you my sweet grass
I'm gonna mesmerize your ass
Just give me my first chance, it's gonna be the last
I'm gonna make you wanna stay

Secret heart
What are you made of
What are you so afraid of
Could it be
Three simple words
Or the fear of being overheard
What's wrong

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.

One, two, three, four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth was for
Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more

It feels like time is slowing down
For our secret rendezvous in town
As anticipation beckons I start counting-down the seconds
My heart beats fast but the clock ticks slowly
You could be my one-and-only
As anticipation beckons I've felt the thrill of thirty seconds
Felt the thrill...of thirty seconds

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happy.